my bedroom has such nice lighting so much of the time it’s lovely
crappy 1am sketchy birthday kyley for roons
Running on sleep deprivation and butter-menthol,
and weaponed with tablet pen themself,
made ridiculous arms
How’d you get those?
I was walking along a beach and there was a really rocky section so I was walking along this little ledge when I slipped off and bashed up my legs
21. How do you feel about the school system?
I feel like it’s really heavily flawed like it’s obviously designed to reproduce and legitimise existing inequalities and standardised testing is a terrible terrible thing and teachers should be trained and paid a lot more than they are but I also think it’s important for students to try to get everything they can out of it and to not let the flaws discourage them from learning
30. How do you feel about society, the vague “they” blamed for everything?
people need to stop blaming a “they” and start realising that that they is them and that they are part of the problem
that might be the most confusing sentence I’ve ever typed
6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you?
yeah probably I mean just the fact that I’m read as female like 99% of the time and almost never think of myself in that way says enough
I think in terms of physical features the perceptions would be pretty similar though, just interpreted to say different things about me
8. What’s something you’re bad at, but love?
cooking, I guess? this defs sounds bigheaded but there’s not a lot of stuff I’m properly bad at and most of that stuff I really hate but I’m not very good at cooking at all but I like doing it anyway so yeah
13. What is the most insulting thing anyone has said to you?
I have no idea, I can’t remember any particular insults I’ve been called
31. What gender do you prefer?
nnneh idk I guess nonbinary folks are attractive like 98% of the time but everyone else is generally pretty attractive too so it depends on who I’m looking at at the time
32. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?
it really depends on the person like if someone has particularly pretty eyes or cool hair or a notably nice smell or speaks in a strong accent or has something notable like that that’ll be what it is that I notice
33. Could you love someone you found ugly?
I think the more I love people the more aesthetically attractive I find them anyway so no but because I’d stop thinking of them as ugly rather than because I just wouldn’t love them
37. Describe, personality-wise, what your ideal partner would be like?
I dunno I mean I definitely don’t have a perfect partner in my head and there’s lots of different kinds of personalities that I think would be lovely to be with but one important thing is, at least where I am at the moment, that they are less anxious than I am because being around other anxious people does not do me any favours at all
38. Describe, appearance-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like?
anything seriously everyone is pretty I don’t even care
39. What do you look for—brains or looks?
neither reeeeeally like my standards of physical attractiveness are all over the shop so I can’t really place people on a unattractive-attractive continuum nor could I decide a place on that continuum where they become attractive enough and as for brains I feel the word “brains” suggests a certain kind of intelligence where they are learned and that’s not something I care about so much as being capable of good conversation
I have lapfox music playing and a wicked cool girlfriend and an exam tomorrow but two out of three isn’t so bad